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[Nov. 3rd, 2008|08:41 pm] |
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I don't know how to say,. Although I didn't express it out but I could feel the pain inside. Mum and Dad I know how much pain both of you have gone through.
If only, everything could be like the past. Sitting down happily eating dinner together. But I guess this won't happen anymore. Everyone seems to be busy in their own life, doing their own stuff. If only, god could just give me one more chance to just simply have a dinner with my family again, I promised I will cherish and treasure.
Mum although you can't see it. But I just wanna write out how I felt.
Mum to me you are the greatest mum in the world. Although there are times I kept you worrying. But to me you're a great mum. You have been paitence each and everytime tolerating Dad's scolding. Sometimes I really wanna help but yet I couldn't. I know how hurt you felt inside each and every time Dad scolds you. You didn't even shout or scold back. I know you're tolerating. Last night, was the first time I saw you cried. Do you know how hurt my heart was. I wanna console you, but yet I don't know how to. I know how much you did for this family. I know how much you scarifies. Mum, I hope I could get into a closer and good terms with you. My heart breaks whenever I see you so stress. I wanna you to let out your sorrows. Mum, I wanna say the traditional love that you gave is irreplaceable. I love you, Mum.
Dad,
You're the one who dote on me the most in the family. No matter what things I want, you will always buy for me. You're always understanding and I really appreciate it alot. I don't know what the family would be like if one day you're gone. No one is gonna buy for me supper when I'm hungry. No one is gonna joke around with me. No one is gonna be as dote as you. Dad, I don't what to say as my heart is crying now, I'm feeling the pain. |
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[Oct. 27th, 2008|11:13 pm] |
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Okay, I'm back. These two weeks have been in school on weekdays and out on weekends. I will try to recap what's going on in my life these two weeks. Let me think....
I could only remember what happened the past few days. On friday which is on the 24th, was suppose to meet Pauline and Stephy for Hotpot but due to Pauline had to stayed back for project so it was cancelled. Instead, met up with Stephy and accompanied Weiting to FEP as she wanna buy shoes for school. Dine lunch at Nana Thai first as I was super hungry! Walk round and round FEP searching for "Hurs". I didn't know it was in front of me when I spell to Stephy the shop name. Stephy, heard that I spell it as "Hurts" instead of "Hurs". So she asked me again for the spelling of the shop and I spelled again. Then ah-hur, we found that shop. Returned back home early as we don't have any places to go.
Saturday.
Woke up early and accompanied Pauline for Haircut at Bugis, Reds. Met her up at Clementi and cab down to Bugis. Was so bored while waiting for her hair to be done but at least I had my psp to accompany me. Not long after, Shannon came. Bought takeaway food at Tori Tori as both of us were hungry and ate it in the salon. After her haircut, her Mum came and went to Foodcourt to continue eating our food. Pauline Mum went back home first, while the three of us head over to Bugis Street. Both of them do a little of shopping while I see them buy nice clothes, so gek loh as I'm brokeeeee.
Sunday.
Went Bugis again with Steph and Pauline this time as Steph wanna buy stuff for her dog, Jiajia. Met up with them in the late noon. Head over to Pastamania for lunch, after buying Steph things. Went down town, like always Cine is always our first stop whenever we reach town. Then, went over to Hereen to see if there's any Ice-cream shop as Pauline was craving for it. But sadly, there wasn't. So walk over to CenterPoint to see if there's any. So there it is, Haagen-Dazs. After eating, walked over to Taka to have Korean Rice Cake. Then, walk over to FEP to have heart-to-heart talk while waiting for Mengswee to drive us back home.
Monday.
Woke up in the late noon and met up with Pauline and Stephy at around four for Daily Scoop at Sunset Way. After daily scoop, went over to have Curry Puff and Pasta. Then, accompany Steph to walk over to find her family as they are having dinner around there. Then home sweet home.
I felt that I have been pampering myself with good food these few days. Which equals to I'm growing fatter! But I'm just too lazy to get myself to gym.
Sch tmr, ahhhh! Another super bored day of Mr Goh lesson. I just felt that time past super slow whenever it's his lesson. It just seems like it is 5 hours of his lesson when it is just 2 hours.
Someone birthday is approaching!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANXIAN IN ADVANCE!
Being together and have fun in each and every outing with them is the greatest things that god had given me in life especially with their never ending jokes. <3 My greatest love, Pauline and Stephy.
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[Oct. 24th, 2008|08:18 pm] |
I'll be back for more updates, I know my blog is gonna rot soon.
I'm addicted to this song currently.
The lyrics is so meaningful.
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[Oct. 12th, 2008|07:04 pm] |
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For the past two weeks have been a workaholic and also enjoying holidays to the max. Either go out for dinner after work or do a little of shopping during the weekends or on my off days.
Recalled back, last tuesday had a outing with my love ones but sad to say prescilla wasn't with us as she have to mug hard for O's. Jiayou yeah :D It's also a day that I have been eating non-stop. Met up with all of them at around two. Our first stop was to have lunch at Vivo, White Dog Cafe. Then, train down to Somerset and went up to Cine. Slack around and took pictures. Walked over to Taka and I wanna had Tori Tori and Stephy and Pauline had Japanese Rice Cake. At around nine, went over to Far East for some window shopping as I have not went there for a long time. Settle down at a resturant to have some drinks while I had British Takeaway. Sat outside Far East while waiting for Mengswee to come over and fetch us. Talk about lots of stuff. Reached home at around three plus.
Went down to Bugis with Stephy yesterday since I have gotten my pay. Met each other up at around three plus. Reached Bugis, went over to find Emilia first to help her transfer the money. Sat at her workplace for a little while. Then, walked over to Junction to had dinner at Mengswee workplace, Mambi(if i didn't spell wrongly). It's actually a japanese resturant, I super love their food especially the spaghetti it's so smooth and tender. After dinner, went over to The Face Shop to see if there's any new products. Purchased their Nose Pad, then to Body Shop to purchase their body scrub. Then, went over to see if there's a movie to catch as I have not been watching movie in the cinema for a long time. But sad to say, none suits the timing that we want. Head over to Chapter 2 to cut my fringe.
After that, train down to Jurong Point to see if there's any movie that we can watch. Caught Eagle Eye at 9.15pm, I shall say the movie is alright but the ending sucks. Three out of five popcorns. At around eleven plus walk back home.
Since it's the last day of holiday, enjoy my beauty sleep at home. Woke up at like four in the afternoon. Shiok man!
Sucks. School starting tmr, hate it that I can't sleep late in the night and wake up late in the noon. Projects, projects and more projects. Test, test and more tests. Exam, exam and more exams. Fuckshit!
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